Inspired by my experiences growing up without feeling in control, ‘Don’t Look At Me’ was born from my sense of being objectified. From a young age, I noticed how others, especially men, viewed me and my changing body. I noticed my purity fading, replaced by a perception of 'inviting trouble,' Despite my innocence, I deeply resisted this transition into womanhood, feeling misunderstood and isolated. I could only hear how people saw and perceived me; their opinions echoing louder than my own thoughts. Yet, I had no real connection to the persona I was portraying, and this disconnect spiralled into a profound sense of emptiness, where my true identity remained difficult to find.
For this project, I dressed up boldly and playfully to record myself. I fully embraced the moment, expressing myself freely. I paused the video to capture genuine emotions and spontaneous expressions with each pose. By pretending the camera wasn't there and enjoying my own company, I entered a space where my fears disappeared. I let go of self-doubt and just existed. Through this openness, I discovered strength and revealed a new side of myself - a confident woman unafraid of being seen.
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